one month on...

so it's been a month since i started this blog...

well, it was started on 13th february - it's not my fault february is a short month lol

what have i learned so far?

• i'm loving everyday's entry to see what my mind comes out with
• i'm loving the reactions and responses i'm receiving by sharing it with anyone who's bothered to read it
• i have a lot on my mind
• i quite enjoy expressing my thoughts in written form - i think that's related to my ability to converse with people a lot more online than in person - 14 years of internet chatting has been the training for that lol
• it's been a great outlet for any frustrations i may have had, or still may have, which in turn assists me with better night's of sleep
• i'm giving others a chance/opportunity to learn about me and how my train of thoughts operate
• it's given me something to look forward to every day - and still does
• and most of all - it's giving me the ability to enjoy my life a whole lot more in a completely different way

being able to put out these daily blogs is really a therapy in itself to be able to sort out the (occasional or frequent) mess in my head...

it helps me to address things on my mind and evaluate how to proceed with some of the things i talk about, or how to avoid things i talk about, or just deal with them in general for day to day exercises.

so where to from here?

dunno, just take it one day at a time really...

just when i think to myself "i have no idea what to write about" - that is always my starting point... and it's on those days when the magic happens and i have plenty to write about without having realised it to begin with!

and importantly for me, it's become my nap replacement, so instead of coming home from work and going to sleep, i am instead tapping my fingers on the keyboard, which in a way gives me the downtime i need from my day...

and the feedback i get from others gives me even more motivation to continue with my daily rants, cause i get some good responses, and that sort of contact is something i really enjoy reading afterwards :-)

so thank you for taking the time to read my blogs - yes you!

you've been a part of helping me make a better life for myself :-)