off into la la land......

i was quite off the game today... forgetful and just not with it....

• i forgot to clock in at work
• felt like i hadn't done an 8am-4.30pm shift in weeks
• was a bit off with the fairies in my brain
• started to feel a bit uneasy when talking with a workmate about other rumours i've been hearing, and about what prospective futures we most likely wouldn't have...
• general tiredness...

i'm just putting it down to the fact that it's been a week since the latest reduction in meds and my body is now starting to catch up a bit.... like the drug addict inside me went "hey mannnn........ yo ain't takin enuff of those pills no mo..... what's the go mannnnn??"

well it sounded a bit funnier in my head anyway LOL

the positives i can take away from the day

• i'm not the only one feeling on the outer with future prospects in current positions
• i got through the day at work
• scored a great second hand log splitter at a great cheap price (so i can relegate axe chopping of wood for general stress relief hehehe)
• had a great takeaway dinner with jake
• jake's car got fixed so he can get back home in time to go back to work on wednesday
• i still love to laugh at things that i have watched/seen many many many times over the last couple of decades

and most importantly, i really love and want to buy a philips air fryer :-)

meanwhile, it's about 4 weeks until i goto portugal... that's going to be an interesting trip, having not seen that side of the family for about 10 years.... many quizzitorial faces and people who will want to know the latest in my life in the last ten years....

those who aren't on my facebook will no doubt ask the usual "how come you haven't got a girlfriend" and "why aren't you married yet?"

all part of the fun i guess hehehehe

my body is aching a bit from all the wii games jake and i played yesterday, jumping around the room, tennis, bowling, sword fights, frisbee golf etc etc..... i was thinking of using the wii sports games as a method of me getting fit again..... i'll get back into it at some stage i'm sure lol

i better goto bed, i'm knackered!