*taps fingers on the edge of the laptop*
i went to the steakhouse for dinner tonight - haven't been for a while... stuck to affordable options so i didn't spend so much, alex and jon had some birthday vouchers to use so they just pooled their vouchers and we split the balance of the bill, so for about 24 bucks, it was a decent feed :-)
did a lap of the supermarket afterwards with jon... researched for an international sim card for my travels abroad so i can still keep contact with facebook to upload photos and check in at some random foreign places lol and so i can keep up with my blog...
the blog will be my saviour i think - reintroducing myself to oodles of family i barely know (if i know them at all!) will be a test for me and my medication, see how well i can cope with large numbers of people i am meant to be related to, and whether i'll stand up to the challenge or just crumble like in other social situations lol
if i crumble, that's when i'll find a quiet space on my own and do some tapping on the mobile into the blog thingy as my escape mechanism hehehehe
when i was at melton paul's place on friday, we did some searches on some of the chat mobile app thingo's to see what sort of quality of men and bears were advertising themselves around the areas i might be located whilst away - had a good giggle at some of them, and a good practise at translating portguese to english in my head lol
but that's not what this trip is about and i won't be doing any of those sorts of shenanigans whilst away on a ticket paid by the dept of parentals lol
if i do get some time alone to do something, i really want to go back to sintra and explore the palace and forest gardens, with caves/tunnels, old well's that you can walk up and down via a staircase in the walls of it, lagoons covered in mossy grass so it doesn't even look like there is any water.... and old stone chapels and rooms perched here and there... it's just a beautiful place to get lost inside for a day trip, beautiful scenery, lots of photos to take... and a good bit of exercise... and the dodgy pizza hut at the train station LOL
so day off tomorrow... be nice if it was cold so i could enjoy myself indoors and snuggle up on the couch for the day...
meanwhile i've been taking off my nasal patches during the night again - but this time, it's happening without even realising it! to the point where last night i felt like i slept right through the night without waking up once, and i turn on the light to find that my nasal patch has been removed, folded in half and placed in front of my alarm clock.............. very interesting..... maybe it's teddy.... or black.... or tails.... or all three.... maybe it's the cheer squad on the couch in the lounge room.......
or, it could just be a ghost...
strange as it sounds though, believing in ghosts and spirits etc, i think there's 'something' or 'someone' in the men's locker rooms at work... whenever i'm drying my hands under the hand dryer, there quite often will be a dark shadow of something out the corner of my right eye like there's something behind me, but when i look, it disappears.....
makes me wonder what was on the site before my workplace was constructed...
one of my good friend's built a house with his ex some years ago, and he said there was a particular spot on the slab that felt 'cooler' than the rest, even on a hot day... and after the house was finished, it was still a bit cooler in that same spot, and saw a girl at times as well - so something must've happened for that girl to still be there and creating the cold spot.....
dunno... it's weird...
i remember in the last few months whilst at my old place in wyndham vale, i had to close all the curtains in my house because i always sensed there was something outside at night looking in...
there was something in that house for sure, given the sorts of dreams/nightmares jon and i had in there over the years..... i had april come around once and we did a cleansing spell to try and release whatever spirits were stuck there... i think it worked, but they must've known i was selling and moving out in those last few months and were waiting for me to clear out so they could move back into the space after i left....
the world is an odd place..... makes it a bit more interesting i suppose.....
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