dribs and drabs

i'm still trying to figure out how to make quick grand to bring the credit card back to a manageable level again (damn car insurance.....)

i have a baby car seat, possibly a wine table, maybe some music... it's a start, but i'll see what happens

my brain is a bit clogged at the moment, lots of thoughts, but nothing in particular... and i've had a great takeaway dinner, so my body is concentrating more-so on the pleasure that food brings me than anything else lol

i've had a lump feeling in my throat for a few days, i reckon it's just my reflux buggering me up again... and that's probably what the pain in my gut has been a couple of times in the mornings this week...

it's difficult to get through something when your heart isn't in it anymore, but you learn to live with it and keep plodding along until something better comes up...

really looking forward to this weekend, working a bit in the garden, going on a 4wd course on sunday, hopefully making something sweet, biscuits or similar, pork and a potato bake for dinner tomorrow (note to self, get grated cheese and bacon)... something of a different weekend... seemed like ages before it got here though...

so i ripped off the nasal patches last night, probably around 2am... i remember being conscious, but eyes shut, when i took them off, but i must've fallen back asleep cause then about an hour later i woke up and thought "what the hell is stuck on my thumb" - the patches were still stuck to my thumb lol

then i freaked out thinking someone was in my house, then realised it was the dishwasher doing it's tricks in the dead of night.....

i love to laugh, a lot, and i'm lucky i get to practice a lot of laughing at work - certainly makes slow boring days like today a bit more interesting...

meanwhile tonight, there was a customer after the trade area had shut the entry drive through roller door (exit door was still open)... he bought stuff, went to load up his car, then drove to the exit boom gate.... then started reversing, turned around and drove back the wrong way towards the entry roller door which was shut.... what a fuckin idiot! people never cease to amaze me with how stupid they can be...

my passport is on it's way at last, got an email from the passport office, so be nice to have that ready to go and then hopefully someone sends me the tickets so i can catch the flight lol it's not like i can say "hey mum, can you just keep a hold of the tickets and i'll collect them when i meet you all in singapore" lol

i need money *sigh*